I just found out that someone I know who I was supposed to watch Mayday Parade with this Saturday won’t be able to make it. Why? Well he got into a fight with his girlfriend……. and she sold his ticket out of anger.
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK RIGHT? Even I’m pissed. Why would you fucking do that? And Mayday Parade, I believe, is his fave band too. It would have been relationship fucking over if it were me.
I am so fucking astounded by this girl’s actions. I think I’ve lost about 20% of my faith in humanity now.
It’s been a week of bad days and it never seems to get better. Been stressed, sleepless and exhausted too much that my body is giving up on me. I get feverish, migraines, and my throat is sore. I don’t know how I’ll survive the end of the school year.
The Mayday Parade concert is this Saturday. I just hope I feel well enough to enjoy it.
School is about to end and as usual we are neck deep in requirements. We have 3 chapters of thesis to be passed by March 20 and we’ve only done chapter 1 (I’m not even confident with what we’ve come up with yet since we haven’t really put much effort into it). We have an upcoming play to be held on March 12 that we’re about 20% ready for. Did I mention I’m one of the actors? Basically all my free time will be dedicated to rehearsals from now on. We also have to record a radio drama for our Radio Prod class. Details of this are unknown to me so I don’t even know. Also we have to pass another Art App requirement that requires us to, yet again, show our personal issues or insecurities through art. And what pressures me the most is the search for OJT. There is only one company I applied to because it’s the only company I want to work for. And they haven’t responded yet. It scares the shit out of me.
I am so drained. My body literally cannot take it anymore. I wake up at ungodly hours because my body is in pain due to the strains it has endured throughout the day. I’ve been stress eating. Badly.
When this semester is over I’m going to sleep for a fucking week.